Perry Spring
- Name: Perry Spring
- Age: 47
- Gender: Male
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RyanED
07/24/08
I just couldn't handle writing a book on every one of my posts anymore. The work involved was starting to take its toll on me.
And then I started posting in two other forum communities - totaling 400 posts and 100 posts in each respective place, but as it turned out... I wasn't having any fun posting about things that were non-sports related. I felt out of place trying to type about things I wasn't comfortable writing about, such as love ( adult content ) for instance.
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RyanED
07/23/08
I'll see how this goes ( eating right and taking my medications on time ), because I don't want to seem overly confident only to suffer another setback. I need to stay "Even Stevens" if you will, or on a level-headed mentality. I'm not even sure what the word I'm looking for is, but I've been trying my best to overcome every single obstacle and illness that steps in my way.
Sometimes I feel like God gave me all of my health problems for a reason. He knew I could handle it and he also knew I'd become a better person for it, and as I improve I'm starting to feel a lot better about myself.
My Nebulizer Machine has been such a blessing in disguise. Sort of like my own guardian angel in the form of an item. If not for this machine, I'm not sure I would be typing this right now.
Thanks a lot for your prayers and caring thoughts, Perry.
I appreciate them immensely.
By the way, I want to totally change my profile and make something as cool as yours ( with a general theme like Poker ), but I'm afraid I get tired way too fast when I'm working hard on my computer. It seems like I make a minor change and don't know where to go next.
Your friend, Ryan.
Slowly but surely, right?
I feel like I'm becoming a better person every day.
I'm a great person with a big heart ( literally! ), and that's the only reason I keep thriving for a better life. I promised myself I wouldn't cry anymore, and so I'm not. Not one tear hit my keyboard as I typed all of this.
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jrsredneckwoman
07/22/08
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RyanED
07/22/08
A lot of times I tend to feel discouraged and disheartened with my current health situation, but I know deep down there's a lot of strength and courage inside of me. To be able to endure so much pain, staring it in the face without giving up... I know I can overcome any obstacle if I stay strong and dedicated.
For all of my life, I've been doing too much thinking, debating, stressing and worrying... The only thing that does is lead to high blood pressure and unnecessary anxiety, and I forgot to just say "It's alright," and just relax, have fun and enjoy life.
It's somewhat ironic how I kept thinking I was weak and afraid, but in actuality ( past the depression and self doubt ), I do feel strong and determined. Sometimes it takes a serious health scare for a person to realize what's really important.
I appreciate even the little things in my life these days. Just drinking an Ozarka bottled water right now ( for example ), I say my thanks for this great "Natural Spring" water that I'm about to drink. The next time something bad or unfair happens to me, I'm not going to feel frustrated or become angered by it... I'm just going to accept it and move on with a better frame of mind.
All I can do is pray and think positively from now on. Whatever else happens is going to happen regardless.
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imarocker
07/22/08
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imarocker
07/22/08
cool profile dude! Been seeing your name alot, thought id say hello!
RyanED
07/21/08
My mother purchased me a brand new leather recliner yesterday afternoon with a leg rest pull-up option. It's much more comfortable than the old one I had. So I'll probably be spending more time in the living room from now on, and not on my computer inside of my room.
I'm just very thankful right now. I have prayed for a very long time ( every single day and night ), and I think God has been far too generous to me ( answering my prayers ) and allowing me another opportunity to live and enjoy life. It just feels like I'm getting chance after chance, and I often wonder how truly lucky I am.
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AngelsKissJM
07/20/08
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JLM38
07/20/08
Hoping You Have a Blessed Sunday,,just stopping by to say hello.
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RyanED
07/19/08
I appreciate the prayers very much.
I spent all of Friday Night and most of Saturday in the hospital. I was told by the doctor I could come home this afternoon, but I spent the rest of the day sleeping with little energy.
It's about 1 a.m. early on Sunday Morning as I type this...
As it turned out, I was experiencing an irregular heartbeat due to my enlarged heart condition. They ran some tests on me and found out that I do have cardiomegaly, which is basically an enlarged heart.
I was also told my blood pressure was much higher than normal, and with my Type 2 Diabetes they were very concerned about my future health.
I'm going to see a Cardiologist on Monday morning at 8:40 a.m. and so I'm nervous about that visit as well.
I also have to start using my Nebulizer Machine once every six hours ( I've already used it twice today ). I hadn't been using it since early February, but the doctor told me to start using it again to help me breathe better in the mean time.
I also can't do any physical activities for the time being, in fear that I could experience a fatal irregular heartbeat that could kill me.
I began to cry as I asked the doctor at the hospital two questions. Will I live to see my 27th birthday on August the 15th? And will I live to see the Houston Texans first regular-season game in 2008 on September the 7th?
He sort of smiled at me and told me, "Ryan, you try not to worry about that stuff. Let us take care of you. You're going to be fine if you stop stressing over every little thing. You need to get that stress and blood pressure down. I promise you, you're going to see many sports in your lifetime if you take care of yourself from now on."
He then gave me a strict diet to follow, told me what to do with my eating, drinking liquids and medications, and I have to start seeing a Cardiologist now. I have a scheduled visit set for Monday morning.
I also struggle with Acid Reflux Disease and it's difficult for me to sleep, but I was able to sleep a lot today because I had very little energy or stamina.
I'm just very scared and a lot is going through my mind right now.
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Redau
07/19/08
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07/19/08
JLM38
07/19/08
Just stopping by to say hello and have a great weekend
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hallak
07/19/08
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07/19/08
aussichick
07/18/08
Chat soon Perry
God bless
Carolyn
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Mister Nostalgic
07/18/08
onewildcat
07/24/78
♥ If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
.
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
.
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
.
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
.
•*..¨..*• .¸??.•*..¨..*•.
¸
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there.
Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think
~~**~~~ Deserve A Hug~~**~~
Hugz (Onewildcat)
aussichick
07/18/08
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07/18/08
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